Heyy guys. Hazz here!
yeah im back. new blog, new dreams.
Kinda owe an explanation for going AWOL huh?
well, i kinda got into trouble for my posts in the previous blog.
so i gotta take it down for awhile.
But alas, i won't do it again. A fresh start. I hope.
Somethings bugging me. isit just me or we cant put music in our blogs?
i tried everything but still unsuccessfull. gimme a heads up if u know anything yea? :)
Well things have been going fast. way too fast.
A lotta things have happened that i fail to take notice of.
im starting to lose friends that i once thought i wouldnt.
and this kinda bugs me.
things are just not the same anymore.
im spending MUCH more time alone now.
hmm guess we are all just busy.
but i kinda miss the days with them.
sol, abel, Zd, roy or the mats.
its all study3. but im fine with that. O levels are a big Hoo-Hah.
and i get that.
Im finding it hard to control my emotions now.
i could be happy one moment and totally pissed off the next.
hmm pms maybe. haha. or its just part of growing up.
its so hard but i'll cope. i have to.
Hmm.. Love life. haha non-existant as usual.
I cant stand around and keep dropping clues if u are so damn ignorant.
but its okay. the heart wants the hard ones eh?
so thers kinda no updates there.
Bowling..
heck where do i start.
i finally feel good abt my bowling.
and i had to get injured. haiz.
need total recuperation. but i cant stay away from bowling!
its addictive u see. haha.
but hey, average is going up, no more pin 10, just gotta heal.
easier said than done.
Hmm. i really think that things are not as they seem in my family.
too many fake acts.
i've learnt to just turn a deaf ear to all that.
whatever happens, happen.
im past caring. i love u both, but sometimes, really, ur both acting like kids.
sorry.
Im sorry mdm lyana, ms marliana and mr beng.
i know i was immature back then and maybe i still am.
but hey. im trying my best to cope.
im still growing, still learning.
gimme a chance.
im SORRY.
lastly, i hope there'll be readers but ill continue to post even if there aint.
i need an outlet to let out all my feelings and not bottle them inside.
i'll go mad i tell you.
so please, relink if u can, and i'll try and make my blog EXCITING haha.
aite.
peace out.
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