Bowl, Bowl, Bowl

Hey

Man. today is total bowling day.

ended up disfiguring my already disfigured thumb again.

haiz. had tournament at mount faber today,

felt like i had a chance.

but heck no. 47 overall.

damn sian. nvm thers always next month.

i'll rest till then. no bowling(i hope) haha.

msged with fasha all thru the day.

haha that girl can really take a joke.

nice having someone to disturb for once that actually REPLIES(AHEM AHEM)

woah im trying real hard to be better but its just gonna screw the situation up more.

so im not gonna care haha.

My OH My.

Man U 0-0 Blackburn

watched it at my makcik's house.

Omg damn waste of time i tell you.

Fergie sold the wrong striker!

Look how well tevez is doing now.

and look how fucked up berbatov is.

ah.

screw man u.

GO tampines Rovers!

haha im gonna switch priorities (:

Hmm schools tomorrow.

my minds totally not into school now.

its off somewhere.

somethings really bugging and affecting me.

im just wondering what would happen in the future

or maybe i just shouldnt care. hmm.

OMG.

singapore is so frigging hot!

i can't believe i actually perspired while eating at a food centre.

air con air con!

haha i should be an air con salesman.

business would surey be good.

haha.

Hooray for me. 2 posts in 2 days.

woots. good record. even for someone like me.

haha.

aite.

till next time

Hazz.

Heyy people

Heyy guys. Hazz here!

yeah im back. new blog, new dreams.

Kinda owe an explanation for going AWOL huh?

well, i kinda got into trouble for my posts in the previous blog.

so i gotta take it down for awhile.

But alas, i won't do it again. A fresh start. I hope.

Somethings bugging me. isit just me or we cant put music in our blogs?

i tried everything but still unsuccessfull. gimme a heads up if u know anything yea? :)

Well things have been going fast. way too fast.

A lotta things have happened that i fail to take notice of.

im starting to lose friends that i once thought i wouldnt.

and this kinda bugs me.

things are just not the same anymore.

im spending MUCH more time alone now.

hmm guess we are all just busy.

but i kinda miss the days with them.

sol, abel, Zd, roy or the mats.

its all study3. but im fine with that. O levels are a big Hoo-Hah.

and i get that.

Im finding it hard to control my emotions now.

i could be happy one moment and totally pissed off the next.

hmm pms maybe. haha. or its just part of growing up.

its so hard but i'll cope. i have to.

Hmm.. Love life. haha non-existant as usual.

I cant stand around and keep dropping clues if u are so damn ignorant.

but its okay. the heart wants the hard ones eh?

so thers kinda no updates there.

Bowling..

heck where do i start.

i finally feel good abt my bowling.

and i had to get injured. haiz.

need total recuperation. but i cant stay away from bowling!

its addictive u see. haha.

but hey, average is going up, no more pin 10, just gotta heal.

easier said than done.

Hmm. i really think that things are not as they seem in my family.

too many fake acts.

i've learnt to just turn a deaf ear to all that.

whatever happens, happen.

im past caring. i love u both, but sometimes, really, ur both acting like kids.

sorry.

Im sorry mdm lyana, ms marliana and mr beng.

i know i was immature back then and maybe i still am.

but hey. im trying my best to cope.

im still growing, still learning.

gimme a chance.

im SORRY.

lastly, i hope there'll be readers but ill continue to post even if there aint.

i need an outlet to let out all my feelings and not bottle them inside.

i'll go mad i tell you.

so please, relink if u can, and i'll try and make my blog EXCITING haha.

aite.

peace out.